where has everyone gone?

i'm in IC still. post MCAT post lab post caring. is there anything more pathetic than a self loathing med student? i think that there probably is but that species has long since yet to be found. i know that i should be studying or at least printing out the paper i should be reading. it can wait for my head to stop wanting to cecede from by body. and now i can't even spell. nothing exciting here. move on people...the train wreck hasn't happened yet.